On Pilgrimage Within
a Gaze
By
Plinio Corrêa de Oliveira
A countenance equal to this one I do not know. I have
it well placed in front of me, and, moved by an inveterate habit of observing
everything and then making it explicit for my own use,
I fix my eyes on it attentively. Suddenly, I realize that I am entering it.
Yes, this unique physiognomy flows, in a manner of
speaking, from the face and especially from the eyes. It envelops me in the
ambience it creates and invites me to enter deep into her gaze.
What a gaze! No other is so limpid, so frank, so pure,
so welcoming. In no other does one penetrate with such ease. Nevertheless,
neither does any other contain depths which lose themselves in such a faraway
horizon. The more one penetrates this gaze, the more one is attracted to an
indescribable, interior, and sublime summit.
What summit? A state of soul that I would be tempted
to describe as being full of paradoxes if the word paradox, so abused in
current speech, did not die on my lips as disrespectful.
Every perfection,
the Scholastics say, results from a balance of harmonious opposites. By no
means is it a precarious balance between flagrant contradictions (and in saying
this I think of the poor, callous, and vacillating peace the modern world strives
to preserve at the cost of so many concessions and so much shame), but a
supreme harmony of all forms of good.
It is precisely this peak, where all perfections meet,
that I see rising in the depths of this gaze, a peak incomparably higher than
the columns that support the firmament, a peak from which a crystalline,
categorical, and irresistible rule excludes every form of evil, however slight
or small it may be.
One could spend a lifetime within this gaze without
ever reaching that peak. A useless journey? Not at all. Within this gaze one does not walk, one flies.
One is not strolling along, but rather, making a pilgrimage. The pilgrim,
without every reaching that sacred mountain, the sum of all created
perfections, sees it with increasing clarity the more he flies toward her.
Throughout this pilgrimage of the soul, the gaze
within which he flies does not merely envelop him; it penetrates him. When the
pilgrim closes his eyes, he sees the light in the depths of his being. I have
the impression that if he is faithful in this flight for his whole life, when
he closes his eyes definitively this light will shine in the depths of his soul
for all eternity.
The gaze is the soul of the countenance. And what a
countenance I have before me! To a fool, it would seem inexpressive. To an apt
observer, it manifests a plenitude of soul greater than history, because it
touches on eternity; greater than the universe, because it reflects the
infinite.
The forehead seems to contain thoughts that begin with
a manger and end with a cross, taking in all human events. The entire face, the
nose, whose line has a charm "more beautiful than beauty" as a poet
said. The silent lips, which nevertheless say everything at every moment,
appear to praise God in every creature according to the characteristics of each
one; to beseech God on behalf of every misery as if sympathizing with the
peculiarities of each of them. These lips have an eloquence
alongside which that of Demosthenes or
Yes, I am on a pilgrimage within this gaze, so full of
surprises. Unexpectedly, I perceive that the pilgrim gaze is also inside me. A poor and merciful pilgrimage, not from splendor
to splendor, but from need to need, from misery to
misery. If only I open myself to this gaze, it offers me a remedy for
every defect, help for every obstacle, hope for every
affliction.
What, after all, do I have before me? A wooden statue like so many others, without any special artistic
value.
Yet one need only fix one's eyes on it, and this
statue, without moving, without the least transformation, begins to make all
these splendors shine.
How? I do not know either. But if the reader wishes,
let him look and see...
This is the statue of Our Lady of Fatima that shed
tears in
I insist. If you accept the description I have made, I
invite you in turn to make this magnificent pilgrimage within the gaze of the
Virgin. If you do not believe it, look and see. I could not offer you a better
invitation.
Pray then, for yourself. And pray for the
(TFP Magazine, Jan-Feb
1995)
Translated from “Folha de S. Paulo”, 12th Novembre 1976